you don’t know what it’s truly like
to have a conscious sayin’ life ain’t fuckin worth it
a lifetime of battling demons, this pain this pleasure so true
The most honest thing I feel is “I don’t know what the fuck to do”
Cutting through to find clarity in frozen dreams of dismal ecstasy
Whisper in “my ear” the sweet promise of life after death
Promise me “no more fear” or pain at my last breath
My eyes gloss over and my lips curl to a sneer
Fuck you and your promise of a life so pure
You thought you won, to concede a last memory
but now I’ve got my grip so tight while I split your fuckin ribs