Broken, where do I even begin?
Self loathing, fear, so much pain.
Hatred for what I've become, Threw my life away
Trying to love a world, that wouldn't love me back
Just let me feel something real
I'm so tired of every dying day
I've lost faith in all of you.
My trust is gone, feel so empty
I've lost faith in myself, Agony feels so surreal.
Show me something real
Everything I've felt, is dead and gone
Help me feel something real.
Reached for a hand that wasn't there
Found you've turned your back on me.
No way out, I don't want out
Peace rides a bullet to my fucking brain.
On my knees, begging for life.
Close my eyes, bite the barrel
Pull the trigger, death is real.